HE FEELS I'M NEVER THERE FOR HIM WHEN HE GOES OUT, HE SAID I'M NEVER PART OF THE FAMILY, HE CURSED AT ME OVER AND OVER. I STILL CAN'T GET PAST THIS NEEDING TO BE ALONE BECAUSE I'M SO ANGRY AND I JUST WANT TO CRY AND HOWL AND THROW A SPOON HARD AT THE FLOOR LIKE I JUST DID AN HOUR AGO. AND WHEN I'M NOT, I'M IN PAROXYSMS OF SUCH INTENSE EMOTIONAL PAIN, I DON'T WANT ANYONE AROUND ME THEN. I GET OVERWHELMED AT THAT HOUSE, THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE, AND I FEEL LIKE I DON'T EXIST, LIKE I'M NOTHING, LIKE I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM.
HOW SELFISH OF ME!! IT'S BECAUSE I FELT OVERWHELMED AT THE IDEA. I KNOW I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE!! OBVIOUSLY!! BUT THIS IS WHAT I DO TO MYSELF, ISN'T IT? I PUT MYSELF IN SITUATIONS WHERE I'M BOUND TO SUFFER, BECAUSE UNDERNEATH, I KNEW ALL ALONG HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND, THOUGH I LIKED TO THINK TO MYSELF, 'MAYBE HE'S JUST COVERING UP SO THAT GIRLS WON'T BOTHER HIM." WHAT AN IDIOT I CAN BE!! FOOL!! AND NOT ONLY THAT, BUT POSTING THAT TOTALLY DISGUSTING AND EMBARRASSING SEXUAL FANTASY ON HERE BEFORE.AND TONIGHT W GOT MAD AT ME BECAUSE I FELT UNABLE TO FACE GOING TO HIS FAMILY'S HOUSE FOR HIS DAD'S 60TH B-DAY SURPRISE PARTY. NOW I HAVE TO CONFESS, I AM FEELING MIGHTILY JEALOUS WITH ALL THIS POSTING ON THE PT FORUM ABOUT STEVEN'S GIRLFRIEND. NO WONDER I HAD THIS FEELING YOU WERE THERE. THERE'S TOO MANY WORDS ONLY YOU COULD HAVE KNOWN. MARGARET - YOU ARE HERE! WELL, NOW I'VE VERY EMBARRASSED IF YOU ARE INDEED HERE. I KNEW IT ALL ALONG, OR AT LEAST SUSPECTED IT.
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